 | she don't remember how to smile... | Oct 7, 2006 |
...in fate, it's just giving you both the chanse to meet each other into nowhere... ...someone please admire her toughness, her courage, and her strength coz no one knows the burden she's been carrying all her life, she even surpassed all miseries, imagine how difficult life it is to live.. ...no one ever care for her..damn life it is..why is it very easy to say "Move on and go on with your life, coz life is too short to worry about things that you cannot control"?why? she had so may questions left unanswered that she let it leave there in a blank paper... ...she reminds me of someone drowning into sorrow and pain, and from that day on, she don't even know how to create a smile and laughter to others...i told a friend a line like this: "if you cannot let go of the feelings you have with someone that you cannot be with, for the reason that he cares about someone over you, and still can't get over the emotions, it is but REVENGE that will still reigns"..so I told her, "Burst it out!!! i came to pass by in a bookstore where an inspirational book caught my attention..it's a motivating book for me..eventhough i still havent read it, it inspires me not to give up and never will...no matter how many times I'm knocked down, I'll totally get up and strive for another challenges..you know? challenges? these are my sweet escape..
life has so many things to offer and I'm gonna stand up no matter what happens and I'll gonna do whatever it may lead me to and I'll do whatever it takes too..nothing and no one can stop me from this..
yeah things here on earth are just temporary, we all borrow things in different aspects..the one thing common we had as an indibidual is our mind..BUT.. it just differs on how our mind evolve as an inidividual.....getching?? =)  | pain | Mar 30, '12 3:53 AM
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body's are aching but everytime i think about my Ys, the pain i had are just like pieces of paper thrown by a writer ready to create another scene of story..accept that pain are just one part of your being in order for you to complete who you are. i woke up this morning with a very huge smile in my face, i always felt that everyday is such a blessing to me, having two beautiful kids in my life is the greatest blessings im receiving everyday..
they are the ones reminding how beautiful life it is, and how challenging life can be being with them, they are the greatest motivation i have for every challenges and trials i'm going through each day...
just a smile in their face and a hug from them, it'll surely completed my day.. i thank you Papa God for the Love they have brought to me...
this can't happen..i should not be disturbed with this kind of feeling..this can't be..this past weeks seemed to be the haggardness and the most difficult moments i went through..lotsa things that happened and still i'm happy i survived..but still i am totally disturbed....hayst what a life it brings...just what Carol Banawa song that says..."yes deep inside, in this heart of mine i have to go on wishing till its time"...... =( | milk | Apr 28, '09 8:55 AM
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i felt so restless this past few days, we were not able to attend the birthday party of Dwayne last Saturday,I feel so upset because we were so excited that day, wherein Jacob has a new bag and shoes..I knew deep inside that Jacob was so frustrated about it, that he was so excited to attend the party for the first time......(sigh). The reason was I am not feeling well that time, I felt a simple stomachache which turns into a minor hyperacidity I think..We just turn our frustrations into a family picnic in the street, yeah right, (in the street,in the sidewalk) lol..We ate lots of chichiryahas outside the house with my fave softdrink, Mountain Dew.I wish I never met MD, coz it triggers more my stomach pain. (sigh).But that's life enjoy as many MD as you can...or else you'll never be happy, but Jacob was so fun about our Streetfood Galore....Sunday night, I felt the pain again, I just divert my attention by watching "MILK" of Sean Penn, unfortunately, the player stopped, so wasn't able to finished it, so frustrating on my end coz I like how he portrayed the role which was based on a true to life story of a gay who was assasinated..Maybe in time, I can finish it...lolWell, the story ended in the ER where I was diagnosed with acute gastritis, seems the term is so nice to hear (eh ulcer lang naman ito)lol...Well, life goes on and I should change my lifestyle from now on.....I will not just eat eat and eat.....BUT MORE!!!!..... no one can tell how disturbed I am this past few days or even past few weeks..my mind was boggled with different issues in life concerning everyone around me...my life has been so complicated yet so interesting...i love the way I am with right now, but there are certain point in my life i wanna freak out...i guess it's because no one cares the way I care for others...but whatever the case may be, I am so thankful for blessing me a wonderful son, Jacob...He mean so much to me..He's the reason behind all my success!! He's truly the Purpose in my Life... early in the morning of my Bhebhe Jacob's Christening, everyone was very excited, everyone was so busy, everyone was so cheerful of what they wore...the tables are all set with yummy & delicious food, the childrens kept on running on the street...I just wonder why these kids are so more excited than Jacob...lol....But obviously during my son's Christening, I felt the tiredness he had during that moment.....The way people kept on carrying him and get fun with him to laugh...I felt I need to let him rest for a while and take a lots of sleep....I felt he was so excited about his Christening coz after the occasions, he got fever and cough.... I was so exhausted and don't know what to do.. After the event, everyone has gone, only left are the leftovers on the table...well, I realized that.....that was just the beginning of some of our most important occasions with our child Bhebhe Jacob....  as I am marching down the aisle, I never noticed the people around me, I felt stucked on the ground and my feet doesn't want to took the another steps again...now I know the feeling of being a "glamorous and beautiful bride" on our special moment...I do really felt my heart beats faster and thinking that I am now entering the world of "marriage life" ( Sigh... Sigh... Sigh...)
with the blessings of our dear Papa God, I believe that any trials that will come up on our way will just only pass through and let that as a good experience and lessons to us...before the year 2007 ends, we exchange our marriage vows, witnessing all of our dearest relatives and close friends, our ninongs and ninangs that will guide us through our paths will remain as our companion in times of problems... In this year 2008, a New Year, a New Life, and a New Journey to continue through, may this year will be a start of a prosperous and a bountiful marriage life and through the years we'll be together as a pakners in crime... | Start: | Dec 12, '07 09:00a | | End: | Dec 12, '07 11:45p |
“Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had, and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.” | Start: | Dec 21, '07 3:30p | | End: | Dec 22, '07 06:00a | | Location: | Santuario del Sto. Cristo Parish in San Juan |
For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh.- Genesis 2:24 ~~~ This is it...The time has come...it's Our Wedding.. ~~~ | Start: | Oct 26, '07 07:00a |
gotta be the start of something new.... ang pagdating nila Sebastian at Sophia from Madagascar...yipeeee it's been a long time since I wasn't able to post some stuffs here..kinda busy with the preparations of some churva ek-ek...I wasn't able to upload some photos that was caught during my lola's wake, some kakalougan stuffs with her that I miss so much..I know she'll be watching over us that she left behind, I know that her presence would still be there on my most important event in my life...I was so much upset that she'll not be able to be there on that Big Event... i have alot of questions on my mind.. Do I love life? Of course! That's why I do not ever squander time, for the stuff life has made of..It always made me think of many reasons to stay happy being alive...my famili, my friends, my neighbors, my colleagues, my co-workers, my enemies and of course my BheBhetay...It is really happy being part of their lives...and I don't wanna lost them..it always reminds me that TIME is really important for us...It just reminds me to cherish each moment because I know for a fact that it will never come and happen again...What we leave behind now is not as important as how we lived...yeba! | Start: | Sep 25, '07 12:00a | | Location: | in our 2 storey bungalow mansion... |
another year and more years to come...eventhough you're the naggerest mother (bwahahaha) you're still the best among the rest(rhyming) | Start: | Sep 23, '07 12:00a | | End: | Sep 23, '07 12:00a |
24 years of existence, 24 years of happiness, 24 years of another hundred years to come together with me... :-) | Start: | Sep 21, '07 12:30a | | End: | Sep 22, '07 12:30a |
it's gonna be a whole lotta fun..lolz :-)  with a touch of an ANGEL! living somewhere between DREAMS! and REALITY believes in IMPOSSIBLE! things waiting and trying my best to find my SIGNIFICANT OTHER! HOPELESS romantic! with a MENDING heart! typically COMICAL! and ECSTATIC! genuinely AFFECTIONATE! and THOUGHTFUL! of love ones> super TALKATIVE! die-hard FANATIC! of JERRY YAN, JOHN LLOYD CRUZ and CAROL BANAWA,FERRERO,TOBLERONE AND ICE CREAM LOVER TV, KOREAN MOVIES! and MUSIC addict INTERNET! buff wannabe singer , ARTIST and WRITER! habitually follows FOOLISH heart! over smart ass brain demanding! selfish CONCEITED! CRY-baby  downright MUSHY COUCH POTATO! definitive CRAMMER bewildered! SUBMISSIVE bitter?! paranoid hard-headed  always FALLIN! , always HURTIN! , yet NEVER givin up a certified DRAMA QUEEN! with very high EMOTIONAL quotient(hahahAAhahahah)** a DREAMER! SPONTANEOUS! FRIENDS love scrape connoisseur DEVOTED to GOD, my family, my friends and ehem!! still CARES for those who caused the deepest WOUNDS in my HEART and LIFE Im SCARED of CHALLENGES, but I FACE my FEAR with LOVE consider ENEMIES as Gods way of bringing out the BEST in who I am today and I BELIEVE What you do with Papa God now determines what He will do with you later. When a Christian hits rock bottom, he finds that Christ is a firm foundation. Love in return for love is natural, but love in return for hate is supernatural  QUITTERS NEVER WIN Finally, in this world full of illusions, imaginmations and fantasies I finally found the ONE who love me as the imperfect person that i am.. MISERIES and HEARTBREAKS TOUGHen my PERSONALITY LIES and BULLSHIT BOOST myFAITH players HEARTBREAKERS and SMOOTH TALKERS STRENGHTen my HEART and in spite of all CRUEL things, BELIEVES that GOD will SEE me THROUGH when OTHERS see that I am through that's me....the REAL me...iLay
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